第十四章

    说起自恋，其实人人心中都有，只是没有找到契合点发挥出来而已，尤其是nv生，哪家孩子出门之前不照上几分钟的镜子，直到确定自己已经完全ok了之后才肯出门，即便之前有可能身上只穿一条宽大的睡衣。                                                                                                             nv生其实就是这样，在房间里面可能一塌糊涂，可能没有穿内衣，穿着一件吊带或者宽大的睡衣在那边随意晃荡，埋汰的完全不像是一个nv人。                                                                                                             但是这么直白地指明自己自恋，饶是我脸皮再厚，也觉得自己脸上的温度很灼人，看了一眼带着笑意看着我的囧状的靳骐，我伸出了脚，踩了他一脚。                                                                                                             当然不敢太用力，要是看到靳骐龇牙咧嘴ch0u气的样子，我也是会心疼的，踩他不过就是为了惩罚他刚刚点头应和李澈的话的惩罚。                                                                                                             靳骐没有什么特别的反应，只是伸了手，狠狠地捏了一下我的腮帮子r，下手狠戾的程度让我差一点落泪。                                                                                                             这个小心眼的男人！                                                                                                             靳骐是一个小心眼的男人，我一直都知道，别指望能够在他的身上讨到一点的好处，每次面对靳骐，我总是会想起一句话“生活就像强*j，不能反抗就只能忍受”。                                                                                                             和靳骐相处了那么久的我，早就已经被“强上”了很多回了，早就学会了在忍受之中慢慢m索着享受之道。                                                                                                             我天生m相，而且还是没辙没救的那种。                                                                                                             被靳骐这么一□□，我也就忘记之前还纠结的李澈为毛不喜欢我的问题，转而思考怎么把刚刚受到的□□给□□回去的问题。                                                                                                             其实受不受李澈的喜欢，对我来说g本没什么影响，毕竟我又不是□□，不能让人人都喜欢。                                                                                                             杭州的温度冷起来的时候颇快，只要一个冷空气来袭，也许前一天你可能还在穿着短袖短k，但是这第二天你就能直接套着薄毛衣搭着风衣。                                                                                                             今年杭州的温度算是冷的b较慢一点，像是去年的时候，在十一月中突然的一个大降温，杀的人措手不及。                                                                                                             今年的突然降温也是有着先兆的，连着下了两天的雨，在第三天的时候，突然之间下起了雪来，从早上开始下雪，越下越大，像是鹅毛一般。                                                                                                             江南的人对于雪的存在，都有着一种莫名的振奋感，因为这些年来，江南雪景已经越来越少了。                                                                                                             近些年来，除了那大雪灾的一年，杭州越来越少看到雪景了，偶尔飘雪只有一会会的时间，从来不会在地面上积起来，所以等到早上四节课上完出了教学楼看到积了一地的雪的时候，和那些个在校园里面狼嚎的人一样，我也兴奋了。这天气预报居然准了一回，还真的给下雪了，实在太给力了！                                                                                                             当然我没有像是其他人一样饿狼传说，因为我的兴奋只对一个人。                                                                                                             我很迅速地从口袋里面m出手机，拨打了靳骐的电话。“喂……”靳骐的声音有点沙哑，像是刚刚被人吵醒的样子。                                                                                                             “还在睡？！”                                                                                                             我震撼，和靳骐交往了这么久，我当然知道他的课程安排是怎么样的，今天早上他虽然没有像我一样排满了课，可还是有三节课要上，而且，当年我可是到大二才敢开始翘课，他居然才大一就这么凶猛！                                                                                                             “外面好冷，而且在下雪，不想起来。”                                                                                                             靳骐说着，声音里头还带了一点撒娇的味道。                                                                                                             我拿他没辙。                                                                                                             “起来吧，起来吧，西湖那里一定白雪皑皑的，我们去逛苏堤去拍照吧！”我诱哄，这种机会多难得，得拍照留念一下。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你还真有j力，零下两度，你还要逛西湖？”靳骐的声音里带了点不可思议，好像听到了什么让人不敢置信的事情一样。                                                                                                             “那你是不是不想陪我去？”我问，其实就算不这么问，我也知道他现在的想法，肯定是贪恋着床褥的温暖，想要这么一直赖床下去，因为这也是我每个有课的早上的想法。                                                                                                             “唔……”靳骐低低地笑，“如果我说不去，你是不是打算咬si我？”                                                                                                             他的声音无耻而又无赖。                                                                                                             “阿墨，来咬我吧，随便咬哪！”                                                                                                             如果在往常的时候，我要是见靳骐这么低低的笑起来的时候，又说着这么无赖的话，肯定抓着他的手臂直接咬一口，但是现在，我真的很想去西湖看看景se什么的，可惜这个男人居然拒绝身为nv友的要求。                                                                                                             实在太可恶了！                                                                                                             我都给这个男人当了多少次的nv佣，做了多少次的饭，不就想在这下雪天里面让这个男人陪我去西湖走一回么，有那么难么！                                                                                                             在这样下去，我可是要说分手了啊！如果我够傲娇的话，就能很理所当然地对着他喊出这句话，可惜我不够傲娇，只是太老实巴交，所以也不敢轻易地说出分手两个字来。                                                                                                             拿靳骐没辙的我，只能不爽地关上手机拒绝和这个无耻的男人对话，然后撑着伞回了寝室。                                                                                                             用室友的话说，有时候的我是一个说风就是雨的孩子，而且想法很千奇百怪，b如说大一刚进校的时候，居然萌生了大晚上的穿一身红se连衣裙撑着一把油纸伞在西湖边溜一圈的想法，b如说大二的时候，因为看了婺源油菜花图的美丽景se，身为大路痴的我真的一个人跑去婺源呆了好几天，差一点吓了依依和文雅半si。                                                                                                             而现在大三，我想要做的，就是在大雪天里面去逛西湖，相b较前面两个，室友觉得这一次我正常了许多。                                                                                                             但是再正常也没有用啊，那家伙不愿意陪我去。                                                                                                             我搬了椅子坐在寝室yan台门口，看着那雪越下越大，yan台上的积雪也越积越多，那厚度几乎都要超过五厘米了。                                                                                                             房门口的小喇叭响了起来，文雅跑了过去应了声，然后朝着我喊：“阿墨，楼下有人找。”                                                                                                             “哦。”                                                                                                             我应了一声，然后起了身，一边思索着是谁找我，下了楼。                                                                                                             爬了七楼到了一楼大厅的时候，我才瞧见站在门口撑着一把伞挡着飘雪的靳骐。                                                                                                             在大学里面一向是男生寝室，nv生正步，nv生寝室，男生止步的，所以在我把靳骐的宿舍晃了个遍的时候，他连我们寝室的大门都走不进来。                                                                                                             靳骐的穿着烟灰se的毛呢大衣，里面套了一条白se毛衣，脖子上围着同样白se的围巾，牛仔k，一双高筒军靴，靴子边缘沾着白雪。                                                                                                             那模样，帅的我好像直接扑上去咬一口，我的男人多帅啊！                                                                                                             靳骐脸上挂着笑，虽然那一张俊脸被寒风吹的有些木然，呵出来的气息都成了一缕白烟。                                                                                                             “傻看什么呢，就知道你会这么下来，还好知道穿羽绒衣！”                                                                                                             他伸手r0u了r0u我的头，然后把手上的雨伞递给了我，示意我先撑着，然后他打开了之前背在身上的单肩包，从里面m出了一顶毛线帽子给我戴上，又m出了一条和他一模一样的围巾我围上。                                                                                                             “这原本是打算圣诞给你的礼物，现在就当是提前送吧。牵好，我们要准备出发了。”靳骐说着，拐着我走进了雪地里面。                                                                                                             风有点大，夹杂着雪花直往着人身上飘，就算是撑着雨伞也觉得有点力不从心。                                                                                                             “去哪呀？！”我紧紧地抱着靳骐的左手，一边跟上他的脚步，一边问着。                                                                                                             “阿墨你提前老年痴呆了么，刚刚不是你说想要去西湖的么。”靳骐回着我，脚步却为了让我能跟上而放慢了许多，“我相机都带了，你想去哪拍想怎么拍都随你。”                                                                                                             我突然觉得很感动，鼻子有点发酸，想要迎风落泪，一个男人肯为了你的一句话从温暖的被窝里面爬出来，冒着大风雪来满足你突发的想法，这种男人，也算是万中选一了吧！                                                                                                             这样的男人，我还有什么好说的。                                                                                                             虽然下雪天，杭州的公交车并没有因此停掉，只是在平常的日子里面开的和f1赛车手一样的公交车司机也沉稳了许多，车速放慢了很多，从学校到西湖边这一段路，开了整整四十多分钟才到。                                                                                                             因为不是休息日，再加上下雪天，西湖边上的人不算太多，其中也有不少人拍西湖雪景的。                                                                                                             雪中的西湖b以往见到的西湖漂亮多了，虽然被白雪覆盖着，se彩看上去单一了很多，但是却也多了一种水墨山水画的味道，真正让人觉得，人在画中游的感觉。                                                                                                             宝树山，雷峰塔，断桥残雪，美轮美奂。皑皑的，突然有点像终年雪不化的富士山顶。                                                                                                             “满足了么？”                                                                                                             靳骐一手拄着伞一手牵着我走上断桥，问着我。                                                                                                             还能不满足么！                                                                                                             我点头表示自己现在真的很满足。                                                                                                             “小心点，跟着我的脚印走，免得等一会摔进西湖里面去。”靳骐看了我一眼，我叫上穿着的是一双雪地靴，虽然跟不高，可这西湖边到处都是雪，一踩一个脚印，要是不留心还真的可能会摔个四仰八叉，然后滚下断桥。                                                                                                             “哦。”                                                                                                             我一手拿着数码相机，一手牵着靳骐，小心翼翼地踩着他踩过的地方下脚，这种感觉，有点像在幼儿园玩踩前面小朋友影子的游戏，感觉好遥远，但是又很亲切。                                                                                                             许久不玩这种游戏的我看上去动作有点笨拙。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”                                                                                                             靳骐回过了头，看着我笨拙地踩着他走过的脚印走着，声音里头透着一些古怪。                                                                                                             “啊？”                                                                                                             我抬起了头看着靳骐，星星眼地望着，现在他在我心底的地位基本上已经升到了曾经给我和妈两个nv人在超市里面买卫生巾的老爸那种高度了。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你撑一下伞，我拍一张照。”                                                                                                             我不疑有他，从靳骐的手上接过了雨伞，然后把手上的相机递给了他。                                                                                                             “笑！”                                                                                                             靳骐把相机焦距对着我，然后开口。                                                                                                             啊？！                                                                                                             我愣了一愣，然后立马扯开了笑，还不忘摆出我照相专用的“v”字型手势，为了摆出两个来，我甚至还把雨伞扛在了肩膀上，背后吹来的风太过强猛，差一点把雨伞吹出了降落伞的效果。                                                                                                             靳骐的脸凑了过来，啄上了我的唇，像是蜻蜓点水那么轻柔。                                                                                                             他手上的相机闪光灯一闪，那一瞬间成了我的永恒。